为什么

考试期大概还有一个星期就到
但我的脑里满满都是你的事情
想到我现在应该就在你的身边
好好的照顾你陪伴在你的左右
但是现实却多加阻拦我的去向

在他不能来你身边的这个时候
我更应该全天候待在你的身边
当他考完了我就会失去这机会
我要是现在不顾一切跑去你那
那我接下来要面对的后果更惨

这种时候难道说要更加理性吗？
还是说遵从自己心里的那感觉？

那一天

那一天，

你说怕麻烦到别人，但我知那时的你是最需要有人陪在身边
尽管你说‘没关系’‘不要紧’’一切都好‘，但我知道都不是真的

你的心情转变我全看在眼里
你所打造的坚强盔甲已被现实粉碎
你就稍稍离开了我的视线，眼泪就从你的眼眶落下了
看着你的眼泪落下，我的心也变的苦涩不已

我很想拥抱你，好好的安抚你，告诉你别怕，尽管天塌下来也还有我在
但我没有那个资格和立场
尽管，我知道很多东西，想要做很多东西
有资格和立场的那个人远在它方
如果我真的那么做了，或许真的能够满足我自己，但同时也把你推向十字路口

现在我所能够做的就只有
默默地守护在你身边
祈祷你的健康

我你他

我看着你和他坐在一块儿
心里真的很不是愉快儿
虽说事先知道他的意思
但还是让他快乐一步
这已让我超不爽的

但你却在这事件之后
若无其事的贴些字
有可能是我想太多
但也有可能是真的如字面上的意思
还快乐的出游
当事后知道了
才发现原来自己从来都没站过一席位

我还记得当初
你说的特征和其他点点滴滴
我都有牢牢记着
你说的
我不完全有
但是我发现他完全有
几乎样样都比我高分

我承认我并没有
二十四小时或三百六十五天
都向你展开攻势
但当我展开攻势时
你又可否反应过呢

不得空 忙 下回 迟些 等下
之类之类款式的话语
在一次又一次的
侵蚀着浇湿着我的心
热情慢慢的减少
温情慢慢的消失

难道我真的需要被拒之远外
我虽然并不好看
但也不至于损市容
虽没认识很久
但也有一年半载

难道没有和你常见面
就不能够继续认识下去

看来或许真的要放弃了
你才心满意足吧

11/11

就在六小时之前，我从我朋友那才知道今天是告白日。在告白日站在我的工作岗位上悉数我要推销的产品的好处。虽然我知道在今天和我做同样的东西的人多如沙粒，但，难免还是有些感性的东西憋不住在心理。要我在这个日子里找个人告白，那，那个人就是
你，你，你。。和你，还有你。

有时，我就在想我应不应该对号入座呢? 我的一个哥儿们就告诉我，要对号入座。我也明白他的意思。我对号入座，要是那个人指的并不是我，那就碰了一鼻子灰，显得自恋过渡吧！那要是指的那个人正是我，那等到发觉时才发现一切已经太迟了，就惨了！那，你要我如何是好呢~？戏里边的情侣往往似乎没有类似的问题，难道他们之间的感觉真的那么强？还是他们只是比我更加的勇敢表达自己的感受，然后这么巧的对方也有类似的感觉然后走在一起。但，往往世事难料，犹如神奇宝贝里头的其中一个主人翁，Brock，他见到美的女生都勇敢的冲上去赞美，告白。但，据我所知，他试了几百次都还没成功过。

所以~？等待它的来临吗？似乎有点不切实际吧？

Sem break activities ^^

I know is quite late to update my status...now already week 4 of my short semester. But then I still want to share some of my activities during the semester break XDXD
Well...my brother was heading for a Chinese tradition dancing competition. So I also go to Kota Kinabalu with my parents with car for about 6 hours to watch my brother^^...of course and do some visiting to my aunt.

those are the picture i took...because of the seat of the audience...I can only get the picture from that direction ><...but then I got recorded my brother's team dance ^^ but then somehow I cant upload the video .....@@....so there just only one picture...the ending pose...

Well...after that...We go back at the second day...on the half way..at Kundasang where is quite near to the Mount Kinabalu...I took some photo with my phone there.

 The Purple Ipomoea nil is quite beautiful and from my experience...this colour of these species are hardly can be seen else where....(FYI chinese name is 喇叭花 / 牵牛花 )

Well...this is my fair and plain semester break~~ having time with my family which I love most. ^.^ Hope you can share more time with yours too~

Ladies II

Ladies,
Its your right to set high requirements on choosing the one,
But beware that he or they also have choices.

Ladies,
Fear not that you can't find the one,
He just at the place you haven't see or notice yet.

Ladies,
Put some smile on your face,
And be reminded always you are far more pretty when you are smiling.

Ladies,
Respect yourself, honour yourself and defend for yourself,
Or else no one will do so to you.

Well~~ I guess this is my second 'debut'... really no offense~ no specially assigned to anyone ^^ just something popped out~

Ladies

Ladies,
Please gain some or adequate fat for your own sake,
If not you will have not much difference with boys or the skeleton inside biology laboratory.

Ladies,
Wear anything you like or preferred and no need bother others,
Just be alert to avoid coloured eye-sight.

Ladies,
Fear not of being single for now,
Cause there is always a boy who care you and only.

Ladies,
Don't disappoint for not seeing the one you care for a time,
Fate will bring him to you in the way you will never know.

Well. This is just some of my opinion and ideas that pop out from my mind. ^^ Hope that there will be some to come out.